really, all i can say right now is "wow". my little sister is engaged...now PREGNANT! im just blown away..both my sisters are pregnant and due early fall. i spent most of yesterday upset...but then i realized...thats what God had in store for her. today im still in shock still havent gotten used to that idea quite yet.
i can help but to feel bummed. shes my little sister...i am supposed to be doing this before her...of course when i am ready and the person i love is as well. but still...by laws of nature it should be me first. i dont know my head cant fully grasp it yet.
i have so much on my plate right now, big things that i cant control, even though i want to be able to. i feel like right now if i focus on less serious things that maybe i wont lose it.
paris
france
1 comment:
Hey love,
Don't fret. I know EXACTLY how you feel. My little sister just got married two weekends ago and is just finding out the sex of her baby next week. I couldn't believe it at first, it's all happened so fast... plus, not to mention before me. But, it's so true... this was what is meant for her and for your sister. And for you! Our time is still to come. When I first found out about all the new "mature" things my sister was to go through I have very mixed emotions. But I finally found peace in it. She is just meant to be a mother and a wife at this moment. I wrote my sister a poem/prayer which I read for her at our wedding rehearsal dinner... I ended up balling my eyes out not even half way through it. But it made me realize how happy I really am for her and I pray God blesses her because she is taking HUGE steps and will face even bigger challenges. So, even though we kinda don't feel like big sisters anymore it's important to remember that WE STILL ARE and our sister's need us for support, love, and help. Congrats on being an Auntie x2!
Nat
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