trust.

trust is such a dynamic term. everyone wants trust but how many people actually take the neccessary steps in order to obtain trust from another? i firmly believe trust is not expected, its earned. i think its easier to learn to trust someone new because there is almost an innocence until proven wrong sort of thing. i hate having my trust broken, its one of the most damning feelings i could have. its like someone knocking the wind out of you. first you lose the trust, try to gain it back but then there is that looming doubt in the back of your mind. i don't want that, but i do have it-its sickening. i hate feeling like this. i get it in spurts and tonight its overwhelming. how do i shake this?
i suppose this is it for now.
hopefully tomorrow ill feel better.




love.love.love.